I was. I am a Warlord Prince and because of this I am, and have been told many times, bossy and dominating, and from being born Eyrien I am blunt and scary. Because of how I was raised I have a short temper and am more ‘wild’ then most Warlord Princes, other than my brother who was raised the same. I still do not understand what made the bitch queens think it was a good idea to beat and humiliate me. It just made me more rebellious and wild. They, the bitch queens, hated this and beat and humiliated me more. I do not think they could understand with the thing they called a mind it would never work but they kept at it making me a more volatile Warlord Prince than anyone else. My brother maybe more dangers but I am faster to anger, so I think I win more volatile Warlord Prince. I do not care but I think it strange when people want me to change. Cat did not, and my father did not, nor did Marian. But my mother did and all those queens, it is interesting and at times disturbing to think of what I would be like if my mother had raised me.

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This is a different topic from the normal. I am not sure what to say. Strangers can become friends or enimes. But all ways shield when around them, and some times friends since we are on the subject. You can always take a shield down but if one never goes up the wait could cost you more than you would want. I don’t know of a time a stranger has stayed a stranger with me. The warrior in me will not let me just have someone stand around me and not find out. The Warlord Prince in me will not let a stranger be around my Queen with out some idea of who the person is. This is for both male and female strangers. I don’t see why they should be strangers. Just come up and say hi or attact. Why stand around? There is no point to standing arounding.

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I don’t play favorites or give special treatment to any one. This is even more so with learning weapons and learning to fight. I want people to be able to defend them self and someone who is attacking you will not go easy or wait for you to feel better, get your footing back, or let you call for help. I do go at a pace that is best for that person, some how have had it easy all their life I have to start out slow and work into the harder parts. Others I start right in with the hard parts and let them learn it faster and hard. Sometimes it because a given to step back but I want to let people do the best they can and as fast as they can. The soon they can defend long enough for a warrior to come and take over the better.

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I used to do it by accident. Still do at times. But I have never done it on purpose after I came to Kaeleer. I hated to eavesdrop but at times where I felt it would help me with the bitch queens I would. I would learn if they had a, lets just say strange and disturbing idea. I could then either vanish or just kill them then. If I vanished it would be bad after but never as bad as what their stupid idea was. Since coming to Kaeleer I don’t have to worry about stupid ideas or any others that will lead to pain. I have walked in to talks I am not meant to be involved with but only because I was to fast for them to stop talking. Like when Cat was talking to Father about keeping me busy. I found that way and now there is more trouble.

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I have no idea. I have really only dated one time. But I knew she was the one and in the end we married. I don’t know how I would deal with a break-up. I would think I would be hurt and sad but know if she did not want me for me then I could and would walk away. If it was because of my mother I would have issues. If it was from my father we would have a talk. I know he wants what is best for me however so I think I would still walk away. If it was Cat, ,my sister and Queen, I have no idea as if she did not like her I have to wonder what I saw in the lady, if she could be called that. If Daemon, my brother, did not like her I think she must be perfect for me. What I am a prick!

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It maybe flu season but I am not sick. I normally don't get sick either. Those who know me say the flu, or whatever, can't put up with me that long. *laughs* They may be right I am a prick. I know our family does not get sick much. We have so many Healers to lecher and help however it is not that surprising. When we do get sick they help ...too much. I would like to just rest and relax. I get over colds, the flu, anything really, fast and with no fuss. The Healers however will not stand for it. I think it is their own revenge in some ways for the time I make them relax and take it easy during their moon times. I like their way better than those in Terreille. The ...females there would force the worst tasting liquid down my throat. Either back there or now days I am glad I don't get sick much.

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On my father’s side only to him. On my mother’s side I think as far back as one can go. She was very proud of her bloodlines. I have never cared much about them. I was raised to think I was born a bastard, having no father and no mother that would claim me. When I found at years later I had a brother I was happy but still never gave much thought to who our father was. I did at least know I was not half Jinkin. That was something I was over-joyed about but had no one I could tell l who would believe me or no one who would understand how much a relief it was to know. I have to say the strangest part of bloodlines is who cars and who does not care. It seems to me the ones who care are only those who have nothing better to do than look in a mirror and tell others what to do, or look back to the day they could. I don’t see the big deal with bloodlines though I am glad to have a family.

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The last time I ran was a while ago. I don't run much now days. I like to fly these days. Running is good for a work out but also bad on the knees. The four footed Blood will tell you for about running, they are much better at it than I am. I did run a lot in the Eyrien Hunting Camps. They liked to make the ones who had caused trouble or they did like run around the Hunting camp. I was both, a trouble maker and un-liked. Lucky me. I have always been in good shape so it was not a big deal. I did not like running so much but at times it was nice and helped to clear the mind and relax it as well. Though flying works twice as fast and is a hundred times better than running any day of the week. But I am Eyrien.

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Two things come to mind first when I think of barren, the Pruul desert and my life with those bitches. The last place I was enslaved was with Zuultah, the Queen of Pruul. The place was a waste land and nothing but sand as far as the horizon. I hated it there almost the greatest of any other place just because it was so far from the land I am grew up with, forests and streams with lakes. I also think of my time with those people because I was thought to maybe be barren, along with though more so my brother, Daemon. I am not sure how I did it but I make sure they would never get my seed. It is good it worked and now they will never get a child or anything as they are dead and a whisper in the Darkness. I can now say that barren has no meaning but the past in my life. I am grateful for that.

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Where/when are you most yourself?

I am always myself. I never let anyone change me. I was more forceful and wild when with the Queens of Terreille. I am not as forceful or wild now. I am more able to be myself. I work with people now though. I don’t just do what I want I at times try and work with the others. I don’t do so well, ever to tell the truth, but I am getting good at letting people think I work well with others. Or not. I guess I am always myself and let others deal. I know I am hard to be around because of how much I am myself and will not be what others want me to be. I am not good at hiding and coving up what I think or feel. I never learned and will never learn. I want to be who I am. That is all.

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